You Are Not Becoming Anything

..You Are Remembering

You didn’t end up here by accident.

Something in you has been listening for a while.
Not loudly.
Not urgently.

More like a low, steady signal.

A sense that what you’ve been touching so far is not wrong,
but not complete.

This is not a promise of change.
It is an invitation into remembering.

What Happens Here

People often ask what this is.

I usually pause before answering.

Because whatever I say will be smaller than the experience itself.

What happens here is quiet at first.
Almost ordinary.

And then something shifts.

Not emotionally.
Not dramatically.

But perceptually.

Life starts to feel less fragmented.
Stories soften.
Reactivity loosens its grip.

You begin to notice that you are not inside life ;
life is moving through you.

How I Sense That Something Real Is Opening

I don’t look for peak experiences.

I look for three signs.

-1: Perspective widens.
You no longer drown inside situations.
You see them.
You understand them.
Suffering loses its urgency because meaning appears.

-2: Vitality returns.
Not excitement.
Not adrenaline.
But a steady, quiet aliveness.
You act without burning yourself out.
You create without pushing.

-3: Perception sharpens.
Your senses become intelligent.
Intuition stops guessing.
You begin to trust what you know — without needing proof.

Where This originates From

What we touch here is old.

Older than explanations.

Across India, different Tantric streams emerged;
each shaped by land, deity, lineage, and transmission.

What flows through this space moves between
Shakti and Shiva.

Energy and consciousness.
Movement and stillness.
Becoming and being.

In modern language, you might call this
learning to live across different levels of consciousness
while refining how life force moves through you.

But words are only pointers.

The knowing arrives through repetition, attention, and time.

For who? This Is Not a Space for Everyone

I want to be clear — gently, but clearly.

This is not Neo-Tantra.
Not a sensual or relational experience.
Not a healing circle.
Not a quick opening.

There is nothing performative here.

If you need reassurance, affirmation, or constant explanation,
this may feel uncomfortable.

But if you trust your own perception more than collective opinion,
if ancient symbols feel alive to you,
if you sense truth woven through many traditions rather than owned by one,

you may recognize this place.

Not as exciting.
As familiar.

The Place Many People Come From

Most people who arrive here are not beginners.

They’ve explored therapy.
Spiritual paths.
Healing modalities.

They’ve felt relief.
Insights.
Moments of peace.

And then the cycle repeats.

At some point, the question changes.

Not How do I heal this?
But Who is the one experiencing all of this?

This is where this path begins.

What Shifts Over Time

Nothing explodes.

What softens is inner conflict.

The body stops bracing.
The mind stops narrating everything.
Emotions pass without pulling you apart.

Courage appears — quietly.
Clarity becomes natural.

And slowly, something subtle awakens;
what Tantra calls Vigyana:
knowing that does not come from thinking.

About Kundalini (Without Romance)

Kundalini is not shaking.
Not visions.
Not something transferred from one body to another.

What many experience today is prana stimulation —
temporary, impressive, unstable.

Here, attention is on something else.

On holding energy.
On refining the mind.
On allowing personality and ego to become transparent rather than dominant.

This is slower.

And far more honest.

About the course

Kundalini Tantra is a grounded, experiential path rooted in classical tantric wisdom, designed for people who value depth, discernment, and first-hand understanding over belief or spiritual spectacle.

Rather than offering concepts to adopt or peak experiences to chase, this course provides practical methods you can verify through your own inner experience. Through meditation, mantra, subtle energy practices, and symbolic inquiry, participants learn to observe how attention, perception, and vitality actually function in the body and mind and how small, consistent shifts create real change over time.

The training unfolds gradually, allowing insights to be tested, integrated, and stabilized in daily life. Emphasis is placed on nervous system steadiness, clarity of perception, and self-responsibility, so wisdom arises from lived experience rather than doctrine.

This course is not neo-tantra, therapy, or performance spirituality. It is an invitation to engage with Tantra as an inner science one that becomes meaningful only when it can be felt, examined, and known directly.

Structure of the Journey / course

12 Modules:

This journey consists of 12 modules, supported by an introductory phase.

Before the start:

• Vigyan Bhairava Tantra – 3 introductory videos

• One-on-one conversation with the facilitator (30 minutes)

This allows for orientation, clarity, and a grounded start.

Each module includes:

• practice (kriyas and meditation)

• a focused topic

• space for integration
  
  

The Modules:

1. Introduction to Tantra

An overview of Tantra as it developed across different regions of India.
Understanding Tantra not as one system, but as multiple lineages and Vidyas.

Introduction to the facilitator’s lineage and its origin.

Guru mantra and kriya initiation.

2. Ganesha – Grounding

Grounding beyond common interpretations.

Tantric grounding methods that work directly with stability and presence, rather than visualization techniques.

Kriya practice.

3. Vigyan Bhairava Tantra & Shaiva Tantras

Introduction to Shaiva Tantra and the principles of consciousness.

Understanding awareness through direct experience rather than conceptual frameworks.

Meditation and kriya practice.

4. The Five M’s of Tantra

Exploration of the Five M’s, Tantric deities, hidden meanings, and mantra structures.

Understanding symbolism and layered knowledge in Tantra.

Meditation and kriya practice.

5. Transforming Karma

Understanding karma from a Tantric perspective.

Working with the principle of Skanda / Kartikeya within the energy body.

Mantra chanting, kriyas, and meditation focused on transforming negative karmic patterns.

6. Shakti – The Divine Feminine

Understanding Shakti as the energy that expresses itself as desire, action, wisdom, and matter.

Introduction to Tantric schools oriented toward Shakti.

Shakti mantras and Shaiva mantras.
Kriyas and meditation.

7. Vishnu – The Heart Center

Exploration of the heart center as a doorway to the metaphysical.

Understanding Vishnu as the sustaining principle.

Mahalakshmi mantra, kriyas, and meditation.

8. The Sun & the Gayatri Mantra

Understanding the Sun as intelligence and clarity.

Learning the correct way to chant the Gayatri mantra.

Meditation, kriyas, and mantra practice.

9. Shiva & the Panchakshari Mantra

Introduction to Shiva as consciousness and structure.

Learning the Panchakshari mantra (the five-letter mantra of Shiva).

Mantra chanting with a mala.
Meditation and kriyas.

10. Self-Healing and Healing Others

Foundations of self-healing from a Tantric perspective.

Understanding healing without ego identification.

Meditation and kriyas.

11. Krishna & Mahalakshmi

Deepening practice through devotion and balance.

Understanding Krishna and Mahalakshmi as complementary principles.

Advanced mantra practice, kriyas, and meditation.

12. Integration Session (Bonus)

A culmination of all previous practices.

Combined kriyas, meditation, and mantra practice.

Focus on integration rather than new techniques.

Notes on the Journey

• Results, experiences, and integration vary per individual.

• Open communication within the group is encouraged.

• Confidentiality within the group is essential to create a safe learning space.

About Shri

Shri has been passionate in traditional wisdom from India and compiles practices from mystery schools around the world. Following the Shakti path.

Practical Information

Start date:
We will start on 21 February 2026, from 19:00–21:00 CET. The sessions will take place on Saturdays. If you can’t make it, you can always watch the replay at a time that suits you.

Investment:

• Community Early Bird: €300
  (Only for our community members)

• Early Bird: €480 ( for everyone else until 9 february)

• Full Price: €780 (after 9th of february)

All prices are for the complete 12-module journey, including:

• Introductory Vigyan Bhairava Tantra videos

• One 30-minute one-to-one session with the facilitator

• All live sessions and practices

Places are limited to maintain the quality and integrity of the group.

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